My husband and I have been together a long time (married over 15 years, together about 20). He is nominally Christian and I have in the past few years migrated to a polytheistic view. Religion, per se, is not so much the cause of loneliness, but it's more feeling like I have to keep my more esoteric beliefs to myself. The vaccine issue is what's bringing this to the fore. While he is somewhat open and understanding when I indicate my divination is guiding me to a certain decision, I can't push it too far or it starts to cause tension. And I certainly couldn't say something like "the vaccine push might be coming from demons." It's just a step too far. So I find that I am censoring myself more and more.
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branchandroot
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Date: 2021-10-04 10:14 pm (UTC)