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Periodically I like to ask myself just for kicks, "So, what is my religion?" Then there's a few alternatives to this self-inquiry that might go something like, "What's my philosophy?" or "What's my political ideology?" After a few minutes of thinking back and forth on the matter, the vague answer that comes back seems to always be, "none of the above." In other words, "don't even try and put me in a box!" Yeah, that does sounds kind of snowflakeish, but oh well.

It seems to me in this day and age of non-compulsory metaphysical beliefs (though currently under threat, I might add) that the aspiration of independent-mindedness and the self-identification with some prepackaged set of beliefs are two things that stand in opposition to one another. If I'm to identify with an "ism" then it seems that I cease to be a free inquirer and instead must function as an apologist, shill, or sophist in service of the "ism" in question, whenever I'm to speak in the company of others about said "ism." Also, when I do identify with any philosophy or belief system, then the person or people I'm conversing with will automatically assume I support ever position popularly-ascribed to that doctrine or school of though.

No, I'm a Metaphysical Free-Agent, or as I like to put it simply, a Seeker. Does this mean I believe in nothing? Or that I'm some kind of milquetoast fence-sitter who is incapable of settling on a position on whatever issue? Or that I'm some kind of postmodern relativist who doesn't believe there is a such thing as objective truth? Or that I'm a perma-rebel who refuses to accept an external epistemological authority?

Well, maybe there's some truth to that last one. But for the other rhetorical-hypotheticals? No. In fact, I would say the idea that one must identify with a concrete belief system is something peculiar to an era encapsulating roughly the last 2000 years. Prior to that, it was quite normal for philosophers, seers, and other thinkers to professor their own peculiar beliefs and most especially to clash with the other known thinkers of their time. I'm reminded of Cicero, who was a sort of philosophical eclectic, drawing many influences from the Platonism from his time, and some ideas from the very popular Stoicism, yet not strongly identifying with any particular school. Many other Greco-Roman intellectuals of that time took a similar approach. Yet, most of these men were very pious, conservative, and patriotic. It's only in the modern era that it's popularly-assumed that to be conservative and loving of one's own culture/society, it's imperative to be "religious" in the dogmatic sense. Not being a "religious" person of this type must mean giving into the political opinions of liberals/leftists who are out to erode society, or whatever it is they are doing.

I don't think so.

The other charge that conservative and pseudo-traditional tryhards tend to issue forth is that not being "religious" though being "spiritual" at the same time must mean one buys into the usual grab-bag of "New Age" fluff that religious sectarians associate with any and all non-canonical spiritual ideas of the current time. No, in fact, the spiritual ideas I give most credence to tend to be rather ancient, yet they don't need to be boxed up in a book or some convenient collection of writings. So, yeah I think the implication that not "believing" in some closed set up beliefs makes one a "libtard" is quite silly and groundless. As if independent thinking and epistemological chaos are one in the same. Rather, it seems this sort of reflexive "conservativism" is just the usual lazy thinking and desperate search for easy answers that most people tend to default to in times of confusion. The kind of dogmatic religion we know too well, just be the only kind of religion, because that's what seemed to work in the recent past. Any inquiry beyond that is asking too many annoying questions and trying to introduce too much nuance and debate into what should be such a clear-cut issue.

On my own "beliefs" I could say that I'm quite sympathetic to Platonic ideas compared to the ideas of other philosophical schools. Yet I'm loathe to declare myself a "Platonist" partisan and box myself into a a limited set of concrete propositions on the nature of reality. I'd rather just keep asking questions and see what insights then come to me (for better or worse). With regard to any specific religion, the answer is a resolute "none of the above." I think all the big religions that have survived to this day are highly flawed and ill-suited to the present times we live in; not to mention, many of them are plagued/burdened by what I see is as just plain bad doctrines and dogmas. I'm sympathetic to polytheism as a concept, but I will not pretend for one moment that I hail from any of the cultures the old pagan cults came from. I like some ancient Greek motifs, but I am of course not an ancient Greek. Nor am I an ancient Germanic/Norse person. Nor pre-Christian Celtic, or anything of that nature. And I'm not going to start randomly cold-calling the various deities from those old traditions anytime soon. Again, I'm going to be patient and see what insights might or might not come to me.

In summary, I think there's much to be said for taking the humble position of being a Philosophical Independent, or simply a Seeker.

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Date: 2022-06-03 09:40 pm (UTC)
sdi: Oil painting of the Heliconian Muse whispering inspiration to Hesiod. (Default)
From: [personal profile] sdi
Why do you need a label at all? Isn't part of the point of spirituality to free yourself from the strict boxes of earth? To reconnect, in some small way, back to the One? There are no names there, you know.

If you'll permit me to quote old Laozi:

Those who know don't talk.
Those who talk don't know.

Close your mouth,
block off your senses,
blunt your sharpness,
untie your knots,
soften your glare,
settle your dust.
This is the primal identity.

Be like the Tao.
It can't be approached or withdrawn from,
benefited or harmed,
honored or brought into disgrace.
It gives itself up continually.
That is why it endures.

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Date: 2022-06-04 02:26 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] jprussell
Given the community that brought us together, I've been thinking about this idea a bit with respect to the label "Druid". It seems like revival Druidry has rather remarkably threaded the needle of "be your own weird independent seeker self" and "enough in common that folks can come together under this label". As someone who is also quite idiosyncratic and allergic to labels, I feel like the main thing they are useful for is helping create communities. So, I suppose to the degree that community is an important part of your religious seeking, working out a label might be important, but if it's not, then not so much.

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Date: 2022-06-04 10:46 am (UTC)
boccaderlupo: Fra' Lupo (Default)
From: [personal profile] boccaderlupo
I sympathize with this sense of being urged, by one side or another, to adopt a label for one's belief. But I often think those urgings come from folks who themselves require such labels, and is more about them than it is about you and your path. As [personal profile] sdi suggests, no label is needed, IMHO—The Divine sees and guides, regardless. If a Seeker it is, then embrace it and embark.

Axé and all blessings...

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Date: 2022-06-04 03:26 pm (UTC)
boccaderlupo: Fra' Lupo (Default)
From: [personal profile] boccaderlupo
By way of synchronicities, I just recently came across this guy's YouTube page, which has some interesting videos on Maimonides and the intersection of Neoplatonic and Hebraic/Abrahamic esotericism, and he's big on the term "Seeker," for what it's worth.

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Date: 2022-06-04 06:23 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] jprussell
Hmm, that's awfully unfortunate to hear, as I've been somewhat inconsistently working through the self-initiation in the DH and had wondered if joining the AODA might be a good idea for similar reasons to what you said. I'm not exactly shocked, but disappointed.

The more I hear about the collapse of the neopagan/alt-spirituality scene of the last few decades, the more I try to remind myself to look on the bright side that JMG points out: it means that the only folks who stick around are here for more than the party.

As for an informal order, that certainly sounds reasonable, but I know that getting organizations to be functional and not to devolve into organizational politics is tough.
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